uh oh…

i have an audition tomorrow… and i’m not ready for it.

ahh… i believe i’ve written entries like this before… eh?  back when i was doing my recital jury, i was going out of my mind.  *sigh*

however… this time its not about graduating.  this is the rest of my life, and i’m TERRIFIED.

i hate this feeling.  like i have a butter churn in my stomach and some amish person is going to town…

i have five songs… looks like this.

Just as a rose bud blossoms – Lehar (english)
Questa o quella – Verdi (italian)
Vainement – Lalo (french)
Dies bildniss – Mozart (german)
Lenski’s aria – Tchaikovsky (other) (russian)

i’m set on them all except the russian.  i’m so nervous about it…  as of now i am listening to it (the song) on repeat.  trying to get the words… its not working.  lol

i just hope they don’t ask for that one.  we’ll see.

there’s one other thing bouncing around in my head…  i was talking with someone on the phone while heading to opera, and suddenly realised i was late, so i headed into the building (where i get little to nil reception) and it cut out before i could say good-night…  but i couldn’t go back outside to call again cause they frown on things like that… *sigh*

i hope she’s not mad…  sorry

– noah