Thanksgiving thanks…

I was reading my other entries (of which I realize there are far to little of them).  My last one… well…  that just about summed up the last 3 days.

My RA, Val, the one I can’t stop thinking/talking about had to work here on campus all weekend, so I decided, rather than spending it with my family (which were scattered all over the place) I’d spend it here, make a turkey for anyone that wanted it, and such.  So I did.

My real reason of course was to spend time with Val.  I don’t know how to make it any more obvious that I like her.  Other than to just come out and tell her, which I’d rather not do cause I think our friendship might change…

Anyway, back to my story.  Spent most the day and evening with her.  Then I went to work at midnight, got off at 8:00am, and came back to my room.  Well, I had planned to take a short nap so I could get up and see if Val wanted to go see a movie.  I fell asleep, then woke up and it was 4:50pm!  I missed the entire day.  Upon calling Val to see if she was up to anything she told me she was packing to go home for the rest of the weekend (which I knew was happening).  So I wasted yet another chance…  This is getting annoying.

I don’t know any other way to go about it.  Maybe I should just tell her.  I was talking to my good friend, who also is Val’s good friend.  She mentioned that it’s not that Val doesn’t like me that way and is refusing to notice, but more that she hasn’t noticed at all, and has stayed oblivious to the fact.  That would suck if that were the case.

Oh well.  The rest of the weekend was kind of blah as well.  I found out one of the professors on campus died after a long struggle with diabetes.  This is going to be a hard week on campus to be sure.

Anyway, gotta go start laundry and practice.