so…

so i got up for work today and the first thing that happened when i opened my eyes was i could smell her on my pillow (she was using it at the lake).

so naturally i thought about her while at work.  it was great.  time seemed to FLY by…  well… not exactly, but close enough.

so i got home and sat around thinking, do i call her? no, i just saw her yesterday… she might think it weird.  but then it occured to me… i hate playing games when it comes to relationships.  and what was i doing then?  exactly…

so i called.  left a message (cause i knew she’d be at work) and left it at that.  its possible i’ll see her tonight at the opera (i hope so).  i literally have not had a moments when she was not in my thoughts.  its weird to have this feeling again… and i love it so. 

just one things worries me, i hope that its returned and not just someone i fancy greatly again…

*sigh* gotta go to a funeral service… take care all.

– noah