pathetic is my middle name!

or is it Don Juan…

i was looking back, three of the last four entries were surveys…  gonna have to write something i suppose.  um, what to write about…

actually something scary is going on at the moment.  i have this pang, i’m not sure how else to describe it, on my vocal chords.  it doesn’t hurt unless i talk or sing (mostly just when i sing).  its like a sharp pain on my larnyx as if someone was poking it with a needle.  i’m kind of freaked out about it cause its been there for more than a week.  sometimes it goes away for a bit, then comes back.  i originally was gonna go see my ENT last week, but it went away the next day, so i didn’t.  well, now its back and its not going away this time…

so, i’m going to call my ENT and make an appointment (great, another $100 i don’t have).

actually, that would be the second thing to write about.  i have no money.  i have no money until the middle of may…  i have no idea what to do about that… i guess i could go drop a hat out in front of me at the Seattle Center and go sing, but i can’t even do that at the moment………. grrr….

me and my lack of financial abilities.

anyway… this is a thoroughly depressing entry.  i think i’ll go now.

– noah