i guess i need an entry…

i feel… odd.

i don’t feel depressed.  actually, quite the opposite.  i feel overjoyed and happy!  even though its raining and very dreary outside.  i still feel… um…  spirited?

however… i still feel pathetic.  like my life is still nothing.  nothing has transpired in the last little bit that would lift me out of the serious rut i’ve felt for the last 9 months.  maybe its because i’m still working in collections…  maybe its because nothing has changed in moving me towards my career.

i’m happy, i really am.  i never imagined anyone could do this to me again… and i’m loving every minute of it…

but i’m still sitting here watching my life go by.  *sigh*

anyway…  i should get back to work…

– noah