ever do somethin that made you wanna kill yourself

oy… i’ve been reading my old entries.  i don’t want to get rid of them per se… but i’m definately sure i don’t want them to see the light of day ever again.

i had forgotten how depressing/depressed i was.  seriously…  its pathetic.

maybe thats something i can do over the weekend.  move them all to private.  yikes…

in other news…

I AM SO BORED!!!!!  its a friday night and i’m here typing in my diary.  wow…

noah = pathetic!

noah = pathetic loser!

however, i can sing you a lullaby before you fall asleep if you like… 😉

you know, that has been one of my dreams!  i’ve always wanted to sing under my girlfriend’s window.  i’ve never had the chance to do that though.  the one time i did, she was to embarrased to let me.  i should have just done it…

noah = hopeless romantic

ooo…  here we go…

noah = pathetic hopeless romantic loser…

BINGO!  😉  i think i need to change my MSN name now… lol

i’m bored, can you tell?

– noah