Early Morning Blues

So, the way I see it, I am not anywhere closer to finding someone.

Don’t get me wrong.  I really really like Val.  And the more time I spend with her, the more I like her, however…  I am almost positive she doesn’t like me that way.  It really sucks, I have a seriously hard time liking more than one person at a time, and when I do find someone I like, I can’t think about anyone else.

I’m at that point with Val.  I can’t think about anyone else.

Woe is me… Well, not really.  I just have to get over it and try and move on… Fat chance though.  I find Val so… spectacular.  She’s perfect in every way.  She is extremely smart, very fun and cool to be with, exceptionally attractive, and I smile whenever I think of her.

I don’t understand how people don’t see how brilliant she is; in brains and charisma.  She is wonderful…

Anyway, enough of that…  This was all brought on by the fact that I was looking at people on Emode.com’s matchmaking service.  I don’t quite understand why I keep going back to these places, no one has ever contacted me and no one has ever messaged me back.  And yet I always return.  Maybe its the hope that someone new will have joined up, or the right person will suddenly appear.

To tell you the truth, my ultimate hope is that Val would sign up for one, but that is unlikely.  No more Val.  I’m sorry.  (Told you I couldn’t stop thinking about her.)  Moving on.

So I think I will leave it at that for now as I am nearing the end of my shift (but I will be back later.)