I have a headache, more than one.

I have a bad headache. I have had it constantly for the last … I don’t remember not having one.  If I sneeze or cough it’s almost unbearably. I took a  Norco in the morning. it helped me a lot. I don’t take them very often, Norco that is. My neurologist prescribes me 60 a year.  I am thankful.

My ex, who stays in my basement, is set on pissing me off. He is very manipulative , and passive aggressive.  late afternoon he had his mother bring her car over so he can go have a medical test. He does not have a car, or  a drivers license. That’s just the tip of the iceberg.  however, he parked on my lawn. I went outside and saw her car parked there, I asked him why and he said he didn’t know if I was done going out for the eve. I did tell him I don’t want him parking on the lawn unless there isn’t any parking in the drive. I can get out  of the drive by looking in my back up cam.  I haven’t  backed into anyone or thing. He has left a lot of things, lawn tractor and cart on the back, in the drive and I back around them. He’s just being an ass, and it’s pretty humiliating .   I want him out of the house.

to back up some. we married in 1974, and divorced in 1989.  we have 4 children together. He has been jobless for over 10 years. He is homeless, at least that is what he claims. That way he can get Medicaid and food stamps. With food stamps he never buys any decent food.  All microwave dinners, and many sweets. Cookies, and cherry turnovers, litte Debbie snack cakes.  I divorced him after 14 years of bullshit mind games. I am raising our 2 of our 12 grandchildren. They are my oldest daughter’s children. She is an alcoholic/drug addict. That’s for another time. right now I have no idea where she is living.  So, the ex is suppose to be helping me with chores that I cannot do.  he has been painting the rooms of the house, but i can paint. he does simple household repairs, such as replacing a strip of molding. It IS good to have him but I can’t take the attempts at manipulation he constantly tries. He even tries to get me to go buy him ice cream at the ice cream store.  If it’s my idea to buy ice cream I always buy his. but that doesn’t mean I want him to ask me if I will buy him some.

I am trying to get weight off. his bringing sweets into the house is a problem for me. I don’t deny him his sweets, I asked him to keep them downstairs and not have them around up stairs.  So he goes to our nieces house and she was asking him if it bothered me that he has them in the house daily.  He told her “what’s she going to do, kick me out?” , and, “If she does that she will never be able to find everything because some things I have hidden”. that’s meaning tools, and such. things that are seasonal. well, the house is only so big, and I do know where everything is.  I find it hurtful, well, not really, makes me shake my head though. I roll my eyes some too. he needs to go.

He could be collecting his social security, but he is in hiding for the IRS. Its very crazy.  I am crazy for allowing him back in.