hi ho the glamorus life.

hayfever is done.

thank god.

now i can immerse myself in night music, and my directing project, and dance concert and school and jms. and stuff.

and i am falling in love with the night music music… the more i listen to it the more it’s become an escape for me…. at least the show that is only in my head at this point is a beautiful fantasical escape from the problems and lack of any passion for what i’ve been doing recently.

screw that compassion angel i picked the other day… to have compassion, you have to have conversations, and friends, and social situations. … so that doesn’t so much happen anymore.

all i do is sleep.

i slept until 12:30 today, and then i took a nap from 7 to midnight.  now its 3am and i know i have to be at kirkland at 7:30am i’m deciding if i even want to sleep tonight or not.  i need to stop missing classes and blowing off shop hours, yet i can’t help it but not care…

something about the warmth of my blankets, the comfort, and the lack of worries.  When i’m in that half asleep day dreaming mode, deadlines and problems don’t exsist. 

i need somebody.

d.