another party night.
willer is right… i am the type who leaves lots of open options but doesn’t cash in on any of them. There were probably six guys whom i could of at least started a relationship with tonight… but didn’t persue any of them.
I dont know what i want.
hindsight, which is 20/20 show me exactly wher ei should of ended up tonight. it would of been so easy if i had stuck to my original plan. but they convinced me to change my mind, and because of that i that i lost my chance
i’m coming off of one very confused drunk… a happy drunkenness, but not giddy happy, more confused happy.
=) and i have a lot of work tomorrow… shit.
d.
its always best to plan your move when sober, and stick to the plan when drunk. Works for me, but then again, i suppose it could be easy to get drunk enough to abandon the plan. ~KVL
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sometimes reading your diary is liking reading my own head. “i dont know what i want.” “i didnt pursue any of them.” hear ya loud and clear dawn. loud and clear. katie*
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