2/4/05

i hate life…

yeah… that just about sums it up…

I layed in by the dimmer room, and shed a tear… I can’t stop thinking about how destroyed and damaged I suddenly have become… willer identified something about the men in my life… really really true

 i almost want to kill off my dance piece… i dont really care about it… and frankly after being shot down so many times in this department i just dont care.

even today during our field trip i couldn’t really care at all…

toingiht is a party… but i’m not really sure if i’ll go… i’m really feel more like curling into a ball…