You Are Everywhere to Me.


EVERYWHERE (Michelle Branch)

 

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I find it ironic how time spans out. If I told you were I was nine years ago you would laugh. 😛

You see I think if I told you the story I think it would make more sense.

Ok so here I go. Nine years ago I just graduated from high school. I started dating this guy named Josh. He had several male friends and they would gather together and play roleplaying games.

I was living with Josh at the time.(we were staying at his fathers and living in the basement.) Yes I was 18 and he was 16. His father didn’t really care. Around this time we did a great deal of drinking and just wasting time. Ha. Although I did have a job at a gas station. So around this time I met some of Josh’s friends: Dan W..Mark C. , and Boomer. Even then Boomer had my interests. I guess he shouldn’t have because I was with Josh. But he still did. For one, I found him beautiful. Still do. But I did then for sure. So we were playing some sort of drinking game at Josh’s house and I couldnt take my eyes off him it seemed. Nothing happened..well besides I developed a crush. a Big one. Then Josh and I broke up and I lived with Kevin for a while still saw Boomer quite a bit. Still had a fairly large crush on him. He just had this amazing eyes. and I liked how when he talked to you it felt like he was talking to your soul. Ehgad. So around that time i was doing stupd things. Dealing with stupid boys, drinking alot. I never approached Boomer. Told him I liked him.NEver> why? Because I seriously did not believe I was his type…No seriously. Anyway. After Kevin I was living with Tj and I finally fell in love with someone. But that love made me this scared girl I can be sometimes. I believe Tj broke me in someway. But here is the deal still Nine years later: I still have a crush on Boomer. I might always will.

You see..throughout the years:Boomer has been everywhere. He has always been something. I just never saw it before. What was I blind? How can you not see something so apparent?

**just beat me with the stupid stick**

Adios:Sara

 

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just dive on him…. hehe.

btw, im glad to see in your interests that you have “natural born killers” on there… its my all time fav movie. i just watched it last night too! 🙂

June 14, 2006

man i can’t even remember nine years back.

June 14, 2006

I’ve still got one of those. In 7th grade, there was this 9th grader named Jeremiah. Even today, just thinking about him gives me goosebumps and my tummy gets butterflies in it. And I graduated high school 5 years ago! That’s going on, what, 11 years now? And I’ve been with my boyfriend for 4 years now. He knows about Jeremiah. He thinks it’s cute.

people never seem to see what is right before their very eyes, what’s so painfully obvious, not for themselves anyways. even me, i can’t. If it concerns someone else i can see it plain as day, but when it’s directed at me I’m as clueless as they were, as you were. it’s just how people are i guess, afraid to realize what they really want. ~mark

aww i’m not on your favorites 🙁 can i be please? I think i was at one point, but i know i haven’t written in a while except for the entry i did last night. so maybe that is why i’m not there anymore. ~mark