Woah.

So I don’t really remember falling asleep. But apparently I did. Just knocked the heck out.
ANd I just woke up thirty minutes ago.
It is strange how when I have time to myself and I dont go to work what i do for entertainment. So Far it has been these things.
1. Alot of online goofiness.
2.Watching tv,With my pa here you dont get to do that very much.
3.playing sims almost religusly upn waking up.  
4.Spending almost every day with Jamie.
5. Missing my boyfriend because I havent seen him ONCE. Lol.
6.Alot of reading while taking bubble baths.
7.Alot of bubble baths.
8.Cuddly time with my kitties…SInce I am the only lap.
9. Missing my son horribly.
10.ANd believe it or not missing my parents horribly.

I don’t really like being alone. Bud is with Tj for christmas. Yes..He finally decided to pay child support. So all I do is fret and worry and miss him. I dont call every day to check up on him but I so want to.
I miss him just way way way too much.

and that is it really. Have a good christmas…Im gonna be working;)
Teamo y Adios,Siarai

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. Full name: siarai..All you are gonna get
2. Nick Names: grace,the hot goth maid and other things..
3. Birthday: june 3.1979
4. Place of birth: michigan.
5. Zodiac Sign: gemini
6. Male or Female: im female..

__Your__

13. Hair Length: above my shoulders. Not really long, not really short.
14. Eye color: brown
15. Best Feature:  I dont know. It depends on my mood. Right now the mood sucks.
16. Height: 5 feet two according to one doctor..Five feet one..according to the other..Maybe I shrunk.
17. Braces?: no
18. Glasses?:heck yea.
19. Piercing: nope..not even my ears.
20. Tattoos: nope but I want to get one on my left hand.
21. Righty or Lefty: lefty

___Your ‘Firsts’___

22. First best friend: a girl named jamie..Not the jamie now.
23. First award: science fair.second grade.
24. First Sport You Joined: basketball..the coach was mean so I quit .
26. First Real Vacation: texas and mexico when I waseight. I lost my glasses and couldnt see a damn thing too.
27. First Concert:  offspring,with a boy. And he left me there.
28. First true Love: Tj. I dated others and thought I loved them bt it was Tj. Then Stefan. ANd of course now..well you know.

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: Rent
30. TV Show: I dont watch tv very much. But I like car shows and science shows. And medium is ok;)
31. Color:  olive green
33. Band:I like too much music to pick one.
34. Song: fedility, regina spektor
35. Friend: Jamie,D and stefan.(I dont have just one..I liek all three of them for different reasons)
36. Candy: skittles.
37. Sport to Play: is jumping on the trampoline a sport?
38. Restaurant: anyplace that serves vegan food.Or the chinese restaurant that is thirty minutes from where i live.
41. Favorite subject: art , drama and music
42. Animal: black cats.
43. Books: the encyclopedia of serial killers.( I know..Im wierd)
44. Magazine: Jane..well not so much since it has been altered.

___ Right Now___

46. Feeling Right Now? a bit hungry, and kinda bummed out. Lonely also.
47. Single or Taken?: I love someone. Very very much.
48. Have a crush: meh. I dont crush. I either like or hate.
49. Eating: havent eaten since 9 pm yesterday.
51. Typing: this quiz thingy and talking to stefan in chat.
52. Online: guess..I am sure ya can figure it out.;)
53. Listening to: Fiona apple and before that toby kieth.
54. Thinking About: someone..too much. And about a million other things. My brain never shuts up.
55. Wanting To: see d. Hug my friend stefan…Kinda hard when he lives so far away though.
56. Watching: nothing..My computer screen;)
57. Wearing: my pjs still.

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids?: got a kid..Dont need another.
59. Want to be Married?: not really
60. Careers in Mind: journalist.owning my own business. anything but cleaning for a living.
61. Where do you want to live?here. Or anywhere were i could see d more often then once every two weeks.
62. Car: I would just like to have one..:P

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair color: dark brown
64. Hair length: short
65. Eye color: brown or green.
66. Measurements: taller then me..and bigger then me.
67. Cute or Sexy: Both wouldnt hurt.
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes.
69. Hugs or Kisses: both
70. Short or Tall: tall
71. Easygoing or serious: easy going
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: both
74. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive.
75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship.
76. Sweet or Caring: caring
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One:hesitant one. I am enough truoble on my own;)

___Have you ever____

78. Kissed a Stranger: yeah
79. Had Alcohol: yep

80. Smoked: yep
82. Broken a bone:yep
83. Got an X-ray: Yes
85. Broken Someone’s Heart:probably
86. Broken Up With Someone: yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: more times then I would have liked to.
88. Cried At School:yep.

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: in my own way.
90. Miracles: yes
91. Love At First sight: not really
92. Ghosts: yep.
93. Aliens: yeah,this universe is too big for just us.
94. Soul Mates:in my own way.
95. Heaven: little bit
96. Hell: yep
97. Angels: yep
98. Kissing on The First Date:nope
99. Horoscopes: yes

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can’t have?meh. I dont want to answer this. 🙂