wierd As I can be.

So when I woke up today everyone was gone.
Mom and Bud went to the store and Dad was at school so i figured yeah..Im gonna take a bubble bath and dance. 😛
So I put my Cd player in the bathroom and Ran my water.Stipped down to my emily underwear boy shorts and danced all over the bathroom.Then when my tub was full I climbed in and took a bubbleness bath, Although I kept standing up when the mood struck me and danced somemore.
Well my goofy kitten was curious on the good time I was having and went in there. He walked all the way around the bath tub. He gave me very curious looks.
I think he thought I lost my mind.
😛
Then afterwards I curled my hair.So it was all flipped out. I dressed for work.
The outfit is: Black capris,My grey tshirt with a big heart on it that says:you break it you buy it and my blue twead jacket. Lets not forget my blue bandana and my pocketwatch.Oh and My lime green/turquiose sneakers.
Then I turned on my phone and did avon sales for two hours. While Having grapenuts and soy milk for lunch(at 4 pm)
Then after all that i went outside and messed around in my herb garden. ANd I then jumped on my trampoline for a bit.Then it was around 6 or so and My friend Johnny was online so I talked to him briefly.
Then…I signed off.
Mostly because I told him about my friend Floydy. A great loss to my heart that I still have trouble talking about.
Floydy is a friend of mine I met online. Over a year ago he killed himself.
He was really sick and He couldnt take it any more.
But Johnny didnt know he was dead.Then it brought back tears for me. I miss floydy so much still. It sucks.
Then after that I brought food in cz my ma was back and then around 730 pm my mom ordered pizza.

Here is the deal..I really don’t like pizza.Not sure why But sometime I just stopped thinking it tastes good.
So for dinner around 830 I had a salad and a whole wheat muffin.
So i am just waiting the minutes until i have to work..Although if I get alot of rooms to clean and time flies by itll be just that much closer until I see Boomer.Which is what I am hoping for.
I really really hope his mom is ok.
(Did I talk about this..Not sure) If you ask me I might tell you.Just make it so I can leave you a private note.Ok?
I got this deal about leaving notes on diaries with out being able to leave a private note lately. I like my thoughts to be private when I say them to someone. I feel like my insanity is being shown to all if my words are visible like that on someone else’s diary.
Yeah I am wierd..But I am wierd as I waanna be.
Deal with it.:P
Another deal..Someone said I am emo..
I got a question.Since when iS knowing your feelings a big deal?
Oh and I hate labels. When People label me I just wanna smack them. Fuck.
But since someone keeps asking me to discribe myself …Yes again.

I figured I would give it a go.Just to see if anyone agrees with this labels lol..
Okdoke so I am: a free spirit,Opionated,Strange.Clever,Artistic,Sensual, Bohemian,Curvy.Emotional.Loving,Very Forgiving.Loner. Bizare.Eccentric. Wierd.
*really wierd*
How does that sound? Fitting.
So I gotta go mah friendlies. Adios,SIarai

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July 14, 2006

Having private notes optional makes it more fun. Atleast thats how I feel.