well,here is a entry.

So the last two days I have had off and spent large amounts of freetime online and drinking..and napping.

 

No one to give me dirty looks if I drink my wieght in vodka.

Anyway. I have to go into work on my day off. Which is not something I typically enjoy.

I think I might stick to being in town for a little bit too.Just because I do not want to pay five dollars each way for twenty minutes at my work place. I might use my popeyes coupon and get myself something to eat.

 

So things have been going like this.Stevens Grandmother died,So he has been knda understandably distant to most people. I do understand.

And since the dealings of Caleb I dont want to text him too much. Honestly I have no filter sometimes and have no idea how much is too much.

 

So im just gonna hermit inside myself me thinks.

I have been sleeping with the Tv on because I hate being alone.

 

Some more things: I have some online friends that make me wish I had a transporter and I can go see them so I dont have to be alone sometimes.

 

I dont handle alone well. And I dont wanna spend alot of money leaving my house.

I dont socialize well. I make like three or four friends and stick with it.And since I had a falling out with one of them that leaves two.

One who works about six days a week and another that is going through a death in the family..and also works alot.

 

So..I have way too much free time.

IT makes my brain over think and me go..DAMMIt.Its time for a fucking nap.

Like now..I just wanna nap.

But I prolly wont.

Later,Siarai