To whom it may concern.*edit*

I have some things I want to get off my chest.

I have had alot of drama surround me lately.
Not really by choice. More along the lines of this.
2 of my female friends stabbed me in the back. They lied to me. They hurt my feelings.
And they chose to be incredibly Rude and chose someone they barely knew over me.
The worse part. These Girls have known me for about ten years or longer. They knew the other person for a few monthes. It sucks. And it really hurts.

I feel betrayed. It really hurts actually.

I get mad about this. Because for one: She stuck her nose where it didn’t belong. And for two: She lied to me repeatedly and then lied about me to make herself look good.

I hate how it all ended. But I can not be friends with someone who would hurt me like  that to make themselves look good. If I can’t trust her,How could I confide in her?
What is more fucked up is that she is the THIRD jamie That has Hurt me.

Yeah..What the hell anyway?
Am I just jinxed with Jamies?
G-d I hope not.

Mister Jack. I am sorry I have not talked to you much. I miss talking to you. I miss my friend. I hope all is well . : )

Adios.. Time for some happy simming.
Siarai
Edit: So Jamie shows her face on my diary and accuses me of lying.Well what i said on this page and the other one I got straight from mister Bear. So If those are lies maybe you should take it up with him. On the other hand..You said you don’t want him. That you didn’t mean for this to happen. When In truth you just didn’t want me to find out. If you want mister Bear go ahead. I won’t stop you. But honey he is way too much man for you. You don’t want to sleep with anyone. You think 9/10ths of what he likes is gross. So question here. If you think all the things he likes are gross how would you do anything with him?
So in that case. I am not intimidated by you.

What bothers me about you is you talked about me behind my back. Oh and accused me of using you. I was your Friend. In fact thier was a time you called me your best friend. But I guess that doesnt matter does it? After all: you stabbed me in the back for mister Bear. You told him personal things that I told you in conifdence. And you used them against me. And then you went around telling people about my mental illness before I even met them. That is something I should tell someone. You also told them that I was bisexual and that I was wiccan. I remember everytime I met any of your friends they already knew this. Comeon now. SHould it be your responsibility to tell everyone my business. No. See friends don’t do that. When you told me things in confidence I didn’t tell everyone. But you did that to me.You could not give me the same respect. If anyone knows I am a private person it should be you. I Have never said you should be afraid of me. BEcause I mean..I am not scary. I am taking medication too so you should be totally safe from the beast too. WHich I guess Is a good thing. But fucking with me is stupid.
I am friends with most of the  same people you are. And I dont pity fight dear. I get even.

Everyone that has gone to your myspace and mine knows who you really are.
They know how you treat your friends now.
Besides I should have known you would do this to me.
Because when mandy really needed your back and was in the hospital and terrified. You was worried about you.
When Bill was scared for his wife. YOu were worried about you. And while you was watching tv: Mandy was in about the amount of pain you have never been through. And you never took your eyes off the tv. So you know what? I don’t care what you think. Because unlike you: I have really good and amazing friends. I dont hide behind myself and oh yeah. I have some great misters that love me for me. So go be a cry baby. Post notes on my diary. Heck Ill leave it open for you too. But just a reminder. I go here to write to my friends and you are not one of them.