Three Twenty Five Am

So like usual I can not sleep. My work schedule Has made it so I can like never sleep. woohoo.
I just do not know…but I like being awake.
I have watched I now pronounce you chuck and Larry earlier..It was pretty good.
And Now I am watching So I Think I love my wife.

Good.
Some things that have been wandering around in my head.
The whole moving thing is making me excited,nervous,scared,Happy…Annoyed,disturbed..thrilled.

life in a nutshell is like that.

Especially for me.

I worry about how I will be.
I love my boyfriend. Will I be myself without him,or will I lose a part of me so it’ll kill me slowly.
Will I be fine without my job,Am I defined by it now? After doing it for two years,is it all I know?
I hope not.

And more so. What will I do now that I am moving?

I also know one other thing:
I love my misters. Almost as much as I love my family. They make me smile,they are perfect,Smart,clever,funny,Good looking,wonderful men. And the wierd thing is they are all still single for the most part.
I dont get why women dont see what I see.

Disapointing really.

That is all for now, Back to movie.
Much love,Siarai