This heart has many cuts..

THE FIRST CUT IS THE DEEPEST (Sheryl Crow)

 

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I got something to say. I am a changed girl But some parts of me are damaged. I have many cuts on my heart.

I know you do too. I hope you know that…

I still want you by my side.

You are there when I cry.

I sure will give you a try. If you want to try to love again.

I know you are not him.

I want you here in my arms.

I love you.

I need you.

I want you.

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That is how it all goes down.

ill be your friend. That is what I am, I love you as more.

I keep truckin On. I can not let him know. I can not let him in.

It comforts me to know. I was better to him then any girl. I helped him become a better man.

If it was not for me, he would not be him.

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Ok guys…For those that don’t get that lol.

  to better explain. I have an effect on people it seems. For some reason the way I love people changes them..for the better. That makes me happy to know. But the deal I don’t understand is they leave after they are fixed. Maybe that is what hurts the most. I help them and they leave..sometimes it is mutual but not very often.

  But yes I will keep trying to love.

I want to find someone that does not leave. That lets me help them and stays after…Or that instead of me fixing them, they heal me. Or we heal each other. That idea comforts me. I want that.

 

The question deal is still on.. Any burning question for you that you just gotta know..ask my dears. ask away.

and the other deal is on still too. Pick a topic anything. I will write a poem about it. COmeon Challenge me.

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Well that be all.

Tiamo mi amigos y mi amore,

Siarai