The older I grow

the more I distrust the familiar doctrine that age brings wisdom.

I work with stupid individuals.
And that is all I really just had to say.

I worked last night. I cleaned 7 rooms. Did one load of laundrey. busted my ass in the chore department. Did all my side work.
Bonus was I got to see D.
It is nice to see him.: )
Im not gonna write any more then that.x

When someone says they are my friend I assume they mean it. When they act like an ass it makes me not trust them so much anymore. Then when they just act wishy washy after wards makes me wonder why I ever trusted them to begin with. Sometimes i just wish I can get an eraser out. Go over everyone in my heart. Erase them out. Start over.

Because once you fuck with me I find it really hard to forget it. I can forgive time and time again. Almost unto the part of hurting my self. But I can not forget.

It sort of worries me. Eventually I might snap. Stop talking to everyone. Be like fuck off.

But until then I shall smile. : )
See right there? smiling…Yep. : )
I might not go online anymore today. Paint whenever i wake up.
Not give a crap about who is doing what. Are they my friend..Who cares.
If they wanna talk to me they can call me.
I am tired. I am tired of giving a crap.
Giving a crap takes alot of time and energy I just don’t have.
So I am just not gonna give a fuck for awhile.
Miss me?
We will see.
………………………Tiamo,SIarai
This in no way implies that I am mad at any one in particular. I just sort of need some creative siarai time.
Anyone of any importance in my life knows where their place is and how to get in contact with me.
Plus..I will still write in my diary..Just maybe avoid availiability on yahoo is all. 🙂

My father suggested that my art is exceptionally good and I need to find a place that can either show case my art or..sell it. Any suggestions on how to go about doing that?

my hair color has been changed..again. Just thought I would add that.

Ehhh just say I don’t give a hoot and move on. It is better to have one good friend then several wishy washy ones…and as far as the artwork part, send pics of your stuff to several art galleries or art sales places and see if they bite.

dude, james dude

October 24, 2006

talk to your nearest local coffe shop and see if they’ll let you show your works. i hope not giving a f**k works out for you. but you seem too damn nice to not care. good luck doll.

I don’t even know. I was invited to show and sell some art at an Anime convention here in Phoenix. Are there any local art communities in your area to get involved in?

Knoxville

I thought something happened.. Creative time is nice to have.

~star_bright~

Your dad is right , your artwork should be displayed somewhere. Maybe talk to your local library? We have artwork displayed at ours but I live in a small town. I feel the same way you do right now but my problem is ignorant sarcastic passive agressive self centered trashy, think they are better people.

You definately need to show your work (to more than the OD community that is). I think it’s too good to not get the proper appreciation that it deserves. I’ve found that any hotel environment is really hard to work in. People are WAY to high school. I’ve worked in three different hotels, I know this by now. Sorry that it sucks just the same, but seeing D has to make it somewhat better :P*HUGS*