songs make things make sense for me..

It’s been seven hours and fifteen days
Since u took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since u took your love away
Since u been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing
I said nothing can take away these blues
`Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares 2 u
It’s been so lonely without u here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they’d only remind me of you
I went to the doctor n’guess what he told me
Guess what he told me
He said girl u better have fun
No matter what u do
But he’s a fool
`Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares 2 u
All the flowers that u planted
In the back yard
All died when u went away
I know that living with u baby was sometimes hard
But I’m willing to give it another try
Nothing compares
Nothing compares 2 u
Nothing compares
Nothing compares 2 u
Nothing compares
Nothing compares 2 u

For those that don’t know this song explains how i felt after Tj told me he would rather go to war and die then see my face again. Wouldn’t that cut you to the core if you loved someone? Wouldn’t that make you want to die?

He also told me that I was the ugliest thing he ever tried to love and that loving me is impossible.

*Can someone, anyone just pretend that loving me wouldn’t be that bad*

I think I am on the verge of falling into a million billion pieces.

Who has paitence and super glue? I need them both very badly.