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so me and my ma were drving around in West Plains this afternoon and she turns to me and says"When Dad gets his Phd we are going to be moving. " I had no idea that she meant all of us. So…My mom and dad Just assumed I wanted to move. I DO NOT want to move. I do not want to leave here. I do not want to move somewhere I do not know anyone. Ideally my mom said she wants to move To North Carolina. I hate cities. I mean….Really hate cities.I would miss my friends too much to move. Plus I have no idea where I would be in two years.Wiether I would be in love,have my own place or whatever. So WHY WOULD I WANT TO MOVE? Gerrraa..It is like do not even ask me..Just assume I will move. What if I have my own plans? My own dreams? My own friends? My own frickin Ideas on where I want to be two years from now?

But in two years my mom is retiring and my Dad wants to move. Of course they will be selling the house we live in.(It was willed to me at a very young age but years ago my mother had it signed in her name) So…what will I do?

Geesh. It makes me want to retreat into myself and make absolutely no plans just in case They move..But i would hate to not have my own conscious decisions. I need to get a vehicle and a place faster then. Regardless if I have furniture. I DO NOT want to move. I refuse. That is all there is to it.

Anyone have any ideas on what I should do?

Adios,Sara

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I thought you had friends in NC? A LOT of things can happen in two years. Who knows what your life will be like then?

June 13, 2006

Do you think that maybe you could buy the house from your parents? Like if you started making payments to them now over the 2 years? Just an idea…don’t know if they would go for it or not.

June 14, 2006

i’d be looking for a cheap apartment.you don’t need furniture to move.maybe start going to thrift stores or garage sales and picking up things for your own place.you have time so try not to stress..have a good day..love ya