So whole..fit to bust in actuality.

song lyrics of the day:
Tell me now if you went sneaking up behind.
WOuld you know me?Would you see around my smile?
I can paint my colors on the wall.Hoping that no one else would find what lies behind it all.
I think I hide it oh so well.
stepping out.Everyone can see my face.
.All the things I can’t erase. From this canvas called life.

But everybody knows.
I sing really loud so you wont forget my name.
Its the way we play this game..called life.
everybody knows.Standing in the crowd,I search for something else. But no matter where I look.
I run into myself.
Here I stand soon with my surroundings.And every one is looking. But they won’t see me cry.
They wont ever see me cry.

Stepping out,Everyone can see my face and all these things I cant erase..
and everybody knows.
Standing out so you won’t forget my name.
and the way we played this game…called life.
everybody knows.
You say" You’ll pay the price"
But thats a chance Ill take.
Because I know you lived your life tellin lies.
You are only tellin lies.

I just called to get it right.
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Yep. I love that song. What does it mean though? For me it is personal and private.
It involves lies and broken promises. And past drudging relationships. That just never fully go away.
I hate when people get under my skin.
I hate when people make me cry. But I love when it inspires something.
Of course it also complletely reassures me that I made a good decision.
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It also makes me appreciate D so much more. Every ex boyfriend does that in actuality. Any pain they caused me reminds me again how lucky I am to have found some one that makes me feel so sane and whole on the inside.
My *dark* painting turned out beautifully. Of course I love my painting extrodinary too and eventually I shall scan them and share them with you all. 🙂
But for now I need to take a bath because eventually I shall be going to visit mister daniel when he is here. Which equivelates to snugglin and tv watchin. 🙂
I miss my man. Most of the time..Ok all of the time.cept when I see him. 😛
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I had a real creative burst this after noon.
Ti Amo Mi Friendlies. Mucho Love my D. : )
Siarai