so on the eve of my own frustration
What gets me everytime..How liking anyone can bug me..get under my s kin.
Make me question myself..
Mess with my sleep.
Confuse me some more.
What irrates me even more..when people just assume things bout me.
Take me for granted. Assume I will just be around waiting while they do there own thing.
Here is the honest truth right now.
I am no longer waiting. I am tired of waiting. I have said it before. I mean it now. No matter how much I love a person..How much they have been in my life..whatever. I know what I want now.
And truth be found I have more of it in a friendship with someone then any love regarded to anyone.
And yeah know I am happy with this.
Because for once I dont have to regret what I say..censor myself or be any one else.
I don’t care if people agree with me. If they can open thier eyes to the beauty around them.
I wish they could take their blindfolds off and see the world like i do. But their own fear and regret blinds them.
It saddens me that people cling to this dark perception. That they wish to feel inhuman. They want to be dark.
Why whrn the light can be so warm and wonderful?
Why when everything can be so beautiful?
Look. Listen. See.
No. I mean it..REALLY SEE.
Understand. Comprehend.
Dont underestimate. Anything.
Everything IS everything.
and without everything..there is nothing.
Do you really want nothing?
….Siarai…
i can relate to how your feeling because im freaking sick of waiting too, i feel like ive spent the last 7 years waiting but no matter how much i want to give up. for some reason i just cant do it…maybe im dumb.
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I know that I may be young and this may not mean anything to you, but I do know the feeling. I made my mind up that there was no one in this world that would ever hold me back… and no one has since. Many ppl take that as me being selfish, but what they don’t understand is that Im not on this earth to please them, Im here to make my own life and find myself. Do the things that please you and make you smile, that is how you will truly acheive greatness. Once you are secure in yourself, then things will begin to fall into place. Youmay not find love right away, but you will realize that you dont need it, you may not feel successful right away, but you are, simply because you are the person you have strived to be and you reached that. Don’t ever doubt yourself or your feelings….and just remember, shit happens.
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we don’t like the light because it shows us the truth. and the truth is often scary and ugly and rarely makes us happy. the sad truth is that ignorance really is bliss. ever wish you could be six years old again? i do.
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hugs
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I don’t belive in regret. It’s useless and time consuming and we don’t have enouph time as it is. You learn something from everything you do, good and bad, right and wrong, and as long as you learned something theres nothing to regret. I agree on the seeing thing. Everyone looks, very few see.
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I, too, wish others could see the world from my point of view with my knowledge and experience. While it may set the world back a little if they do, at least the outlook is refreshing and non-bias. *sigh* Alas…the ignorance of man is upon us.
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Some people are only “happy” when they are miserable. *HUGS* You shouldn’t have to wait on someone to decide that they want to be with you or love you. YOU DESERVE to have given openly and freely. *HUGS*
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