So I gotta new obsessiOn.

It be a songwriter/music person named Mika.
I can not even begin to tell you how much I heart his wonderous..Beautifully eclectic music.
I have also wonderously corrupted several others to like him as much as I do.Give it a try. : )

 I have been working on something.
So i shall post it.;)

This fondness in my heart, I found and recieved.
Once turned blue then grey, I believed.
IF I let you in. If I held your hand then I would let you in..
And you would understand.
But the hell you create with a wave of your wand. Oh magicial magician I once was so fond
Of the way you held my hand.
The way you could create.
This world to hold me captive.
A punishment I sealed with my own fate.
And I believed that I was decieved but It was my own matter.
I was my own hare pouring my own tea cup.
I was my own old mad hatter.
 Telling riddles without an answer. Sweeping up my crumbs. Because this hallway made sense when I was lost.
Oh dear alice. I never quite caught..How you felt so far away..And I always knew your lost isolation.
I understood my dark and the light was so far away .
And it made so much sense to live this way.
When they asked me who are you I had no answer.
Because it is so much easier to blame someone else.Then to figure it out for yourself.
This is just my own interpretation. To my own devestation. I turn it all down like evil turns down the white cloud.
It makes perfect sense in my own reality to tune it all away for my grey lining.
Because in the end..The grey lining has answers.
The white cloud you can never depend upon.Because once you expect it there. Love it.Cherish it even.
It is taken away. Without even a blink.
It was my own matter. My own delusion. I used it all.
To make sense out of my illusion.
My own free will. And my worst enemy.

Adios..Siarai
p.s. jack black’s girl, if you like Mika, watch the second video 😀