Sara’s mind Involves hedges and obstacles.

My mind is a drift. …I Do not have anything equally inspiring to say. quite frankly I dont really have anything to say.

I want to point out that:

I miss Jules.

I bought my mom flowers(ina pot so they wouldnt die) for mother’s day.

I feel uninspired.

Masterbation is only fun witch the lights out and.. No one awake. ..sorry I know Tmi..But go down two and you will realize..I don’t care.

My back itches and a part of it is peeling. It hurts slightly. I guess when I was outside last I shouldve put on more sunblock..

I feel very apathetic..Who cares.

The screaming Of the show House Is very disturbing when you are trying to type.

I would try to go for a walk if it wasnt for the fact…again I find it kind it disinteresting.

Spider Solitare is hard when you have not slept all day.

I have been lost in my friggin head all day.

I have a really stupid song stuck in my head.

I hate Taylor from american Idol. He blows.My mom likes him..she is ech.

I am not a people person today. In fact in a much larger sense I am almost never a people person.

I wrote another semi entry earlier. It sounded too damn cheerful. I didnt want to lie. SO Here is my unlying non fake cheer entry.

I have no idea what is wrong with me or why I am depressed. So no one think it is because of you.

Hey Jamie. Fuck you.

and..

I am restless. I am gonna see if anyone is on to talk to if not..I am gonna jump on the trampoline,

and then after do the dishes..

and Ps just in case she didnt see it the first time. Hey Jamie. Fuck Off.

Adios y Tiamo, Siarai

(this is my nicer version..Dont like it..Go back one)

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Yeah…you sound bit sad in this entry. I’m sorry. I wish that you were happier. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. *GIANT HUG*

May 10, 2006

Hey, we all gotta let our inner demons show themselves sometimes. Take care, and since the last noter gave you a giant hug, then I’ll give you THE BIGGEST hug, lol. TTYL.