Owwie…: (

so anyway..The ramones. Yep;)

Well newsflash. Sara has tummy problems. I am fine until I stand up then..I donno it feels like I might as well pitch a tent in the bathroom. So I didnt go to work today.

nope. Because how would I do housekeeping if standng up makes me painfully ill..Blechy.

My parents are watching the cooking channel.I find the cooking channel interesting sometimes but right now..extremely dull.

Oh and to the phone conversation person. I had a dream about something we talked about. Ill tell you next time I see you online…;)

Well here is what I did today. Well I talked to some one on the phone for five hours. Then i went to bed. Then I woke up. Then I painted..Then my whole tummy buisness started. hours and hours of feeling icky. I took medicine hoping it would make it better so I could still work but no such luck at all.

Grr.

So I called and was like darla. I dont think I can come in.I explained everything. Completely. I explained how I tried to take care of the situation but it wasnt letting up. yeah.

SO i think she finally got it. awesome.

Oh and for the person that asked me about if I am or am not with boomer. The heck if I know. Lol. He is my friend. I like him. I am pretty sure he likes me. But right now I got health issues/mental issues and he has family issues. Plus work and lack of cars makes it hard to do much.

So I am taking it a day at a time. And seeing what goes. : )

so anyway..

I figured I wuld do that ten things you have always wanted to say to one person and never have.There is a difference though( I would actually say these things to people) Oh and if you think they are about you..guess.

1.I like you.Probably more then I should like you. I like your voice. I like what you even think might make you*assholeish* Because it is alot like why I am *bitchish*. I think if it wasnt for the fact I was tired I wouldve just glued the phone to my ear and kept talking to you..damn distance.

2.I think you are an amazing person. I think you are clever. I think you are beautiful. I also think you are extremely fucked up.I think you are egotistical. I think you can avoid and ignore me.I think you get some secret thrill in making me want you,then not talking to me. I think you are probably very bad for me. I miss talking to you though. Every day.

3.You molded me into what I am.You scarred this fragile heart and made it cold. Then you wondered why I was mean.I am what you taught me.Isnt that explainitory dear?

4.I miss you. All the time. It sort of bugs me to like you this much. Like I think I might be wasting my time .Then you come around and snuggle against me and kiss me and I have no idea what is going on. Not sure if it is confusion or love either way. It frustrates me.

5.You are the most beautiful woman in the entire world.Sweet and Pure.You have a heart of Gold.Your laugh touches me. I think you move me in ways I can not even explain. I adore you. You make work so much easier. Thank you.

6.You are my miracle.The sun rises and sets in your eyes. My world tilts and crashes around me based on you being in my life.When you are sad my heart is broken.When you laugh all the good in me vibrates. I need nothing but that smile that laugh. I love you in the most purest form.You are my world and the only person that loves me despite the ugly.God bless you everyday.

7.I love your eyes.They pierce into me.I think you see through my gloom and realise I have good in me.I am so glad you are my friend.

8. What you write makes me touch myself at night.While thinking of you.

9. You make me smile.All the time. can someone really be as sweet as you? I believe you might be alone in that category.

10.You are not always Right.Your arrogance pisses me off.

………

So there you go.

and..crash goes my heart. Writing all of that made me well up 🙁

It is nice to be reminded that there is people that amaze,astound,perfound and move you.Don’t you think?

Adios mi friendlies,(see the beautiful in everything my dears)

Siarai