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SO I dont have much to write but I figured I better update. My son is home. I missed him. I hate having him away from me for very long..
I did have some fun while Tj had him but I would rather have the responsibilty of having him to take care of because I feel saner that way.
I do not understand how he (Tj) can be ok having him when his free time allows.I can not imagine only having bud for two days every three monthes and on holidays…I would go insane.
The best part about him being home is when I was singing him his nightsong and he threw his arms around me,snuggled up next to me and sighed. Then he said oh mommy I missed you.

I missed you too my honey I said. I laid him down on his bed. ANd he closed his eyes. Opened one up..Looked at me and said oh ok..you are still there. I Of course informed him. If you are at your daddies  I am always there. Just closes your eyes and look in your heart. I am never to far away.
 I am there to hold you even when im not. I am in your spirit.
I am part of who you are because I raised you to be the unique,clever,imaginative..and impressive little boy you are. HE just smiled. Closed his eyes..and then opened one again and said. ALright mommy. See you in the mornin.
: )
Good grief. SOmetimes love just gets you. IT wraps around your heart and squeezes you.It makes you worry and stay up at night. IT makes you do the impossible. ANd because of my love for Bud, and D and Jamie..I am so glad. ANd that makes this new year..Possible to trek into.
😉
Later Gaters. Be coo’ Mi homies.
Siarai