Lay me down ..my love.

So I supose I SHOULD be sleepin. But I really cant.

I was hangin with jamie and talkin to mister D on the phone.

I felt sort of bad cz I was being just super flakey.

I dont sleep well..and suffice to say. I doubt i did.

But anyway as I was sayin. 🙂 So while talkin to D I talked to my parents,To jamie..And of course to him.

But it was just me rattlin away sayin wierd stuff or being super flirty to the one and only D.

Im mucho sleepy..

I miss him. The things I miss aren’t even just the dirty stuff we do together lol. I like what we did yesterday up until he got called when he came over to my house. The whole ten minutes of getting to hold his hand and laying my head on his shoulder. I miss him. Have I said that already..

I think I gots the world’s greatest boyfriend..But that is just my humble opinion..Yeah right like anything about me is humble.;;)

If you dont know what he looks like already he is on my myspace..but I didnt tell you that. : )

and if you figure out that jamie is my best friend there fore the second person just might be him…

then again. I didnt tell you that either.

Lol. Ok..again with the wierd. I need sleep. Actual lay down dont move no waking up every two hours sleep.

Any idea on how I can pull that off?

This 30-1 hour nappin crap is for the birds.

I love fudgesicles. But I love D more.

See there? Now why cant I just say that verbally?

Is it really too soon for me to vocalize such feelins. Well heck. I think Im gonna go paint. The urge is great.

Well Im gonna paint after I sim Have a good time with your weekend ya’ll.

Parts of me seek you out. Not the parts I should name.Parts of me that burn for you. And when you look at me like that..It just adds fuel to the flame. Parts of me reach for you. Out in the dark. You are no other. And you feel this void up. I do not blame you for the fall. It didnt hurt this time. No bruises on my knees. No wounded pride. Just a collective apology as you hold my hand. I know I need you. I need you.

*like the poet needs the pain like the roses need the rain.*

*Hello? Do you miss me? Am I getting through to you? Hello? Do you need me? I just would like to know.*

I need to know if my love has a validation as it burns..burns..burns for you.

Do you love me too?

just a bit of poetry..for some one. Tiamo mi amore.