just let me pretend.

If you must..please keep on.
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Monday, May 08, 2006

PRETENDING (H.I.M.)

This isnt going to really be a poem..Just rambling. *be leary..I am*

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Keep Pretending

If you do not love me. Please do not tell me so. I want to live in my ignorance. If you are really as beautfiul as I see you. Unworthy of the affections that reach out to you, Never tell me. Just let me love you.Like this. Like this. If you can not handle the age pause in between, never tell me, Never tell me. Just let me love you. Like this, Like this. If I love you more then you love me. Please do not tell me. my heart could not take it. I could not take it. Just let me love you. Love you..Love you.If you think our love in minuscule,do not tell me. Pretend I am an imbecile. I would rather be your fool, stupid indeed then to know othewise. And if this is all vapid,ridiculous rambling.Tell me tell me. Creep into my tomb, hold my hand and whisper. I love you. I love you.

Sometimes I believe my heart is shattered. This love is not capable of being held within my heart, It leaks out and over takes it all. My body. My soul. I feel you in my nerves, My flesh, my bone. If my love is the only love like this.If You don’t love me the same just keep on pretend ing you do. If Only my brain is ravaged by you..Do not let me know other wise. My heart can not take another crack..I wouldnt have a heart left .and as of now..I barely do.

If my love for you is pointless. If my heart is in the wrong place never tell me. MY God..Never tell me. I think I can not love anymore.

Can I possibly even love anymore?

Then I ponder ponder if it is even possible and when I do a part of you goes walking through. Just your ghost goes trapsing through. You grab ahold of me and say. I love to love to love you. And I smile like an idiot. Yes I do.

But I love to love you too.

And If all of this is just in my head..I would rather you just pretend it isnt.

(eh paranoid thoughts, my love)

Well at least I hope so.

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