ITs a sick siarai..Posting a wierd entry.

I have been sick for three days straight. My mind has been in a wierd place. My body has been out off wack.

To clarify: when y mind isnt right,my emotions arent right..well niether is my body. And straight up feels like i have recovered from the flu,a nervous breakdown and a awful case of depression.

Alot of sleeping and thinking was involved.Along with watching movies with two men that never ever do me wrong or lead me astray..Well three technically:

Rex.My son and my dad.(Rex is my bunny)

We watched awakening and My super ex girlfriend.

I fell asleep and briefly woke up several times.

The day before I watched mister hollands opus and freedom writers with my dad and was vaguely awake and asleep all day.

I have decided I dont want to be on the couch any longer and have moved 3 feet to the computer.eventually it will be upstars..Because I need a bath.Plus I am hungry.(which has been awhile)

SO if you havent heard from me much or I have been a baby about my yuckies..I greatly apoligize and hopefully I will be my affalable self now. : )

Much love,Siarai