in the shadows
In the Shadows
Monday, March 27, 2006
So I watch you.
So I look.
You take the bait.
On my hook.
SO I laugh..
as you cry.
You say hello.
I say goodbye.
SO it likes you.
So I liked you, once when you were sane.
When you did not ravage my brain.
When you did not take my rapture.
But now I will just watch you.
Watch you. Watch you.
And you ..
Will know
I already said.
What you did
to the mended parts
Of my head.
Now that I am shattered.
Now that you laugh.
Fuck it all..
I want it back.
I wait for you.
In quiet asunder..
Flailing abit
In silent wonder.
As I realize.
You are aware..and I believe..dear untouchable.
You like my quiet watchfulness
And I know you know.
You know?