im lonesome..Go figure.

HERE WITHOUT YOU (3 Doors Down)

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So I worked and it was ok. I miss him. ALot.Yeah.

I suffer from a large amount of lonesomeness sometimes.

It can be overwhelming when it covers me.

I miss him is all I really have to say.

Lately I keep having the same dream. About him. Over and over.

(and over)

It doesnt make the missing him any less for sure.

..I think about him alot too.

That is really all I have to say. My heart hurts. I think too much. I am just gonna get lost in this song and lay down.

I wouldnt mind if the dream found me this time.

So the dream is this:

He is sitting beside me on my front porch is on mine. He says something and for some reason what he sas bugs me.Not really sure why but I dont get mad. I tell him in a real monotone voice that what he said made me mad. He said well it shouldnt. He pushed the hair away from my face and then said I would never mean it like that and smiled.(his smile melts me,It really does)

Love you all,Siarai