I wanna sleep some more..

So anyway..I had alot of notes about my parents and my relationship and one person even so much as made a comment..I do not have anything better to do then hang out with my parents. Which is annoying.So I feel I should maybe talk about that. I ahve friends and I do things with them, It just so happens my family is also my friends. We happen to be really close. I pity those that dont have the opportunity to be close to thier parents. My mom is amazing and my dad is when of those crazy geniuses. My sister and I are about 4 years apart and really good friends. I have four girl cousins that live about four blocks away with thier parents that are so damn cool and funny. I think family is actually more important then friends. Blood is thicker then water. And when you have a family as damn cool as mine I don’t even worry about it.  Most of my friends are deployed marines that I see once in a blue moon. Either that or people that live in North carolina and Pensylvania. Or they are coworkers and I dont see them much. Mostly cz If I am at work they are either work or having their day off or vice versa.

I am also one of those people that have the attitude that a stranger is just a friend i have not met. I am friendly and kind and I am positive for the most part. I am eccentric and a little strange also but if a person can get past that we become friends as long as they want it..Just the way I am. Plus I live with my parents. Most of my friends like my parents and in fact hang out with them too lol.

I also believe that the person you hang out with makes you who you are. I had a rough sketchy past. I believe the friends I hung out with then where I a huge deciding factor in what I went through. I chose to not pick a friend because I want to just get out of the house and be with a person I dont like. I pick a person because they can make my life better and becuase I can also better thier life.:)

Some of my best friends I seldom see, Or talk to unless I call them or drive cross country because they live far away.

In fact my best friend since the age of ten, So we have been best friends for 16 years lives in Texas. I love her and miss her. Her son is my god son. One of my other friends is named Dave, He lives in the same state of me but he is like 6 hours away, He kicks serious ass and he makes me laugh so much. My friend Stef also lives in a different state and I almost never see her. Plus I have friends in the Uk Like Ben, And I can only talk to them online cz yegods that would be an expensive phone bill lol. I also have my friend Tony but I talk to him a little more frequently. I also am still in constant touch with ppl I graduated with..as wierd as that might be.  And one of my best friends is an exboyfriend, he cracks me up and he has one of the strangest names. His name is Blue…yes like the color. He is half blackfoot and half italian. He is a strange duck but I love him(like a friend). He kicks ass. So you so Don’t have to like me..But don’t make fun of me just cz I love my folks enough to hang out with them..you are just jealous that mine are cooler dammit.:P

…Onto other things..

I am so damn tired. I slept like 4 hours napped for two hours and I feel more tired then I did before I layed down to sleep. I was like fuck..why am I so tired..Anyone have any ideas?

I work tomorrow. 11-5. I so look forward to it. I get to work with two people that just crack me up. One is jamie(guy) and the other is rhonda. She is this really cool lesbian chick. She makes everyone comfortable around you. She  cracks jokes and just hangs with you. She makes you want to work well so you guys can talk and work well together so it is cool. Jamie is fun to work with cz he gets me, We tease the hell out of each other and have a good work time. 🙂 And he doesnt take it personally if I tease him the way I am known to tease. So he is cool. yeah.

…. ok I wrote this poem today and it is so small..But I wrote it about my son. 🙂

My Love.

You hold my hand and reassure

I do not have to be more then I already am

You brush my hair from my face

I love you my mommy you say

and for that moment I feel so strong

Like I can do know wrong

I love you like no other

I do not need anything

I want for nothing

But for the best for you

My little miracle man.

My love.

…

LG

Siarai