I try to save myself..

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But my self keeps slipping away.

I think I am completely wonky now..Just a complete fucking nut job.

I need to…get normal. Not be so fucking wierd. Not like him so much for starters might possibly help me out in the long run.

I am fucking wierd and when I like someone this much I get dumber..and wierder.

Fuck.

 I love this song..It is so me right now.

You know when I got that phone call.I gave up.I was like whatever. But I dont want to just toss him aside. I really don’t

This little masicist is lifting up her dress. I guess I need more pain. Maybe if something really bad happens I might give it up. I want him.Is that so fucking wrong?

Maybe it is. Maybe I am wrong..SO I supose I am wrong. Wrong.

* I try  to save myself but myself keeps slipping away*

My stomach hurts. I think he makes me like physically feel.My stomach hurts. My insides feel on fire.

He makes my bones ache. I wish  I could see him and straighten this all out. I really do.

He is my drug. If he is wrong oh well. You guys can be mad. Go ahead yell at me.I dont care.

Sara