I missed you again

I miss some people enough to make me feel crazy. I miss moments in time before my heart started to break. Plus between the times of when i wake and when I sleep I miss you always. 

I feel antisocial today. I just don’t think I handle people all that well.

I really like that last icon. I took it from twisted graphics. I really like thier stuff.

It is so damn cool.:D

I have a rant…:)

So I just want you to listen up if it applies to you and if it doesnt then dont pay attention and just skipity do right over it.:)

I hate when girls get boyfriends, and all of a sudden everyone else in thier life just disapears. That Pisses me off so much. I doubt that I have ever done that. ANd what is worse is when thier boyfriend or husband is a complete jackass and they expect you to just sit around and listen to their boyfriend/husband’s crap and if you are like me and can’t even fake for putting up with thier crap you are no longer thier friend which sucks.

I am writing this because I really believe my friend jamie did this to me. Jamie has been my friend for 16 years, and her husband asked me to show him my titties. and assumed I was doing that when i was having my friend Dave see me on cam. Which is just fucked up. I told him he was a perverted bastard and stopped talking to him and since then it is like Jamie dropped off the face of the earth.

I mean what kind of girl just lets a guy dictate her life and just drops off the world..and is like I am sorry only he is worth it. It really bothers me. I mean I was there for this girl for so much crap and she just gives up..

well that shows me she just was never my friend to begin with doesnt it. She used me and kicked me off..fuck her.

So that is my rant..

Sorry everyone. She reads my diary soemtimes. I wrote that just in case.:)

Well I miss you still.. I miss you too much.

I wish you were on..YOu know who you are.:)

Siarai