I miss that ache


NOT ABOUT LOVE (Fiona Apple)

 

 

*this is not about love,in fact I can’t stand love, In fact I can not help

falling out of love..yes this is not about love, Not about love*

 

I love this song. I love the words..I love the video. I relate to it all.

Time and Time again.

I seem to be in the place too much to even bother to count.

Makes me wonder..

What is wrong with me?

Can I not love?

..

 guess It might be that I am scared of it.

But I do

*miss that stupid ache*

I am hoping that I can find it hold it in my hand like a worry stone and not throw it down this time.

I do adore Boomer. I should give him a chance and I will. I want love. I am tired of not having it.

The ache is needed even if sometimes it seems to reach chaotic stupid levels.

……..Well I made myself some tea. I might go get it now.

My son is at his fathers tonight. Wont be back until tomorrow sometime in the afternoon most likely.

I have the house to myself today..I really really wish Boomer could come over. No parents, No child. Give us a good deal of just us time. But he is prolly sleeping or something.

well I must go. Adios mi amigos.. and forgive me for any bitchiness or lack of how my day is entries. I still love you all 🙂 SIarai

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June 12, 2006

RYN: Not at all 🙂 I was just wondering if he maybe was just worried. I didn’t know if your ex would pull something like that and get you in some deep shit. 😛 ::Hugs::

June 12, 2006

*huggs* i hope you find what youre looking for. <3 i love your diary front page. so cute. =) also…you have awesome interests. hehe _best of wishes