I miss that ache
NOT ABOUT LOVE (Fiona Apple)
*this is not about love,in fact I can’t stand love, In fact I can not help
falling out of love..yes this is not about love, Not about love*
I love this song. I love the words..I love the video. I relate to it all.
Time and Time again.
I seem to be in the place too much to even bother to count.
Makes me wonder..
What is wrong with me?
Can I not love?
..
guess It might be that I am scared of it.
But I do
*miss that stupid ache*
I am hoping that I can find it hold it in my hand like a worry stone and not throw it down this time.
I do adore Boomer. I should give him a chance and I will. I want love. I am tired of not having it.
The ache is needed even if sometimes it seems to reach chaotic stupid levels.
……..Well I made myself some tea. I might go get it now.
My son is at his fathers tonight. Wont be back until tomorrow sometime in the afternoon most likely.
I have the house to myself today..I really really wish Boomer could come over. No parents, No child. Give us a good deal of just us time. But he is prolly sleeping or something.
well I must go. Adios mi amigos.. and forgive me for any bitchiness or lack of how my day is entries. I still love you all 🙂 SIarai
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RYN: Not at all 🙂 I was just wondering if he maybe was just worried. I didn’t know if your ex would pull something like that and get you in some deep shit. 😛 ::Hugs::
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*huggs* i hope you find what youre looking for. <3 i love your diary front page. so cute. =) also…you have awesome interests. hehe _best of wishes
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