I may appear tough but..

Some things just make me weep. Like this song for instance.
So anyway..Things I find weep worthy generally involve daddies and thier little girls.It may be just because my Pa was one of those sorts of dads.
But anyway. I ran into a guy I dated in high school and he is now a very VERY Proud Pa of twin babies about nine monthes old. You should see him talk to his baby daughter. It makes me weep big crocidile tears.
Im not even kidding.
I Get awfully aw how precious when i hear how Daniel talks to his kids too.
I love seeing Pas Loving thier babies like that. Mostly because so much of the crap Tj had put me through and some of the dead beat dads in the area where I live.
If you can not get emotional at all listening to this song. No smile..No tears..No nothin. Well you are stronger then me anyway;)
That be it..Adios,Siarai
Ps. Around this time of year I get super busy and Dont post entries as often;)

Music Video:TOUGH LITTLE BOYS (by Gary Allan)

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Knoxville

November 26, 2006

Holidays = Busy. Theres no big deal there. Just stay healthy and happy 🙂

Anesthetic

December 2, 2006

My current and ever evolving view on parenting and relationships with respect to military service can only be directed to myself, and they stand as unmixable on the grounds that it’s horribly unfair to everyone to place yourself in that level of danger. Living by my own words, I’m finishing my training next year and refusing to put any girl through the pain of dating while being apart for long

periods of time. I’ve got 3 months from Feb to Apr next year and I’ll be eligible for another 5 from May to Sep. I wouldn’t have ended anything I was in, but I couldn’t ask for anyone to wait around. And I can’t see how I could serve over seas in my chosen occupation if I had a wife and/or child I’d be leaving behind. Nightmarish, frankly. So as a Reservist if I do choose to do that, it’s while

I’m single. And if I wind up happily not being single, then those other options get scrapped. At least I won’t ask for them, but that’s just me and just for me. Now, it’s bed time.