I like to sing Loud..

I like to sing loud, I like to sing soft..

Terrifying endeavor

freely Flying above the night

Whispering shadows are lowly stating

"It will never be right"

But it has been right

For way too long

Dancing in the moonlight

wishing it will never change

Yet underneath it all

I know sooner or later it will

scaring me the most(like old scars that never heal,)

Scaring me when it all resurfaces

Is the fear..

I will never feel this

With just any kiss

The safety net is not always there to catch me

sooner or later It will dias apear

and I will be left falling blindly to my death

That is what terrifies me.

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I wrote another essay..Those that know me by now,alos know I love writing essays lol.

Search For Love by physical Attraction

Facial symmetry is a certification of overall phenotypic quality/develomental health. It’s percieved as sexually attractive by mates. Which is interesting(well to me anyway) is that doctors have found out by physically altering the left side of the face to look like the right they can make a person more sexually attractive.

It is also unified as a whole by most pyschologists that people generally chose mates with a similar level of intelligence and attractiveness. This evolutionary theory involves that mating with someone with similar genes saes your own genes.

What does society find attractive as a whole? does it change based on age, sexual preference or just what we are looking for in the moment we are searching?

What Do You find sexually attractive on a physical level?

I don’t think I can account for all but I know a good number of women look at shoulders. alot of women have an inate need to feel protected, guarded. So shoulders are considered really close.

Physiologists did studies in tribal communities showing them pictures of two people.

One was Kate moss,(skinny)

The other was a woman that was rounded figured and had nice hips, nice breasts. Nine out of ten of the men in the tribal communities picked the rounder woman. Not because they were turned even though alot of them motioned that they were but because they thought she would be the best woman to bear thier children. Hurrah for us rounder gals;) ..

I love my body and I am not in the least skinny. I love food and yet the society I live in teaches people it is okay to starve themselves for an unattainable image standard. I say hurrah for men that woman with roundness, That permote women that look healthy.

I am one of the sorts of women that thinks brad pitt looks like a monkey I think Men like Jack black is sexy.

SO what do you find sexy? Is it purely physical or do you suprise yourself?

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Onto what happened today. My son was in a nativity scene today. He played the shepard at a part of it they got up to sing and they were singing Go tell It on the mountian, This was my sons first time singing to an audiance and he loves singing but he was always like four steps behind every one so it sound ed like a descant almost. My son is the cutest most amazing little men I know.:)

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well that is al my lovelies.

Siarai