i have been losing time again.

I have been losing time again,I am not really sure why either.

It seems like I just sort of wander thrugh the lost time.

I dont remember though.

I am having extremely disturbing dreams.

My brain feels wrecked.

My paranoia is ruining me.

Only two people manage to not get paranoid thoughts from me.

Those being:1.Chris.

2.Caleb.

Not really sure why.Just that it is true.

For some reason I felt very empty.

IT is a feeling that takes me over sometimes.

My blanket was very wet.So I am sure I was crying.

But again with the lost time,I am not really sure why.

 

It hurts.

It is why I havent written.I had to work really hard at being friendly and not nuts all day at work because I couldnt call in.

I am pretty sure itll be the same tomorrow.

Did I mention I also feel very  antisocial?

SO if I talked to you today it is because I love you,and I trust you.

you probably should be glad.

Cz the ones I havent talked to I get a strong urge to stab them.

Well that is it.

Siarai