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Music Video:FEVER (by Pink Grease)

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So I got in another verbal disagreement with my mother again.
She is driving me bonkers. Quite Insane..really.
SO anyway. I worked last night. And argued with my mother.
This is what the arguement consisted of.
" I want you to sleep right after you get home from work and then I want you to wake up as soon as we get home from school"
" So am I not supose to take a bath? Eat? Do anything but sleep and work?"
That is what she does. So I supose she thinks that is what I should do.
I really..really..really dont think so.
Then  I pointed out if I went right to bed after I got bud around for school and then took a bath and went to bed it would be around 930 that I went to sleep.Then she would want me to wake up at 230.
So what? Five hours of sleep? Oh and that is of course if I can even sleep..ANd then after all of that jazz she wants me to STAY AWAKE ALL DAY and then WORK. Third shift..
and then do all over again. If I worked that and slept only five hours or less every day I would be really. REALLY SICK. In next to no time flat.
She doesnt think what she is asking is unreasonable at all.
I am pretty sure it is gonna kill me.
And yeah right. all she does is eat and sleep. I know for a fact that is BS.
It just really pisses me off. If I live with this woman for very much longer I am gonna strangle her.
So today she told me that they are looking at houses in north carolina because in two years they are going to sell this house and move.
Of course they think I want to move with them.
To North Carolina..WHere Tj lives.
I really..really …really…really Hate Jacksonville.
I lived there before ya know. It sucked ass. AND I DONT WANT TO MOVE THERE.
Then of course because I work a full forty hour work week. I am flippin tired. I dont feel like cleaning my room every morning. Making a full course freaking breakfast for everyone in the damn house and doing all the laundry.

And right now..She just bitched at me. Yes. ARent I special.
Yesterday they had me stay awake for the gas guy, and to pay three of the bills so I didnt even get  to sleep until about oh..1 pm. Then she came home.. Got pissed off. woke me up around five pm. acused me of being a bad mother.
Yeah like I dont already feel like shit that I never see him. But you know I cant NOT WORK. I have to have the damn money to take care of my son.
It just agrivates me. And of course being mad at her makes me feel like shit. Being reminded that I never getta spend more then four hours with my son makes me feel like SHIT.
I love how she doesn’t think just how much she is fucking hurting me by the siht she says to me.
If I dont get out of this house I just might strangle someone.
One more reminder..One more why do you sleep all day. ONE MORE ANY FUCKING THING LIKE THAT>

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RAWR>
Sorry I dont wanna just complain..
ANyway. I came in after angela today. I went to school with her. She is funny. We were teasin Tracy. It kicked ass.
I cleaned 11 rooms. Did three loads of laundrey. Did a whole bunch of side work.
…
Oh and yes. I think I about to crack.

I miss D. Muchly.
Adios,SIarai