Hey you there

So I decided I dont really feel like doing the rest of my enteries and posting comments…

I decided I didnt want to lol..

Things I will try to do( not resolutions just things i will try to do)

1.) Open up to ppl, Or at least try to say how I feel..Yes I am going for the real hard ones.              

2.) Smile more.

3.) try ot not get mad over small things.

4.) Try to not argue to argue.

5.) Get divorced.

6.) Stay a nonsmoker.

Well that is my new list.

What I did for new years eve in case anyone is wondering. I drank some wine. Some tequila, a bit of rum then all of my cousins and I jumped on a trampline( talking fifteen ppl)

Then I went to walmart in my pjs. Then we played cards, I lost. Then we ran around outside with sparklers. Then I considered sleeping but didnt. then everyone went home and I played sims until 6 in the morning. Hows that for a good time;)

 I had an urge around 4 this morning to pm some one and tell them they had a nice hienie. I didnt though..Pretty sure it was the tequila.

even if he does..

Well on to other things.

I wrote a poem.

I thought of you, and smiled

I thought of you, flush of heat

I thought of you and touched myself, under the covers

(in the dark)

I smiled in my quiet way as I dreamed you there and I knew then.

With a flush of warmth,

You caused my river.

You brought on my warmth.

You are the reason

For my one track mind..

Thank you for the insanity.

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That is all*dances*..

Siarai