Face it alice…there is no end in sight.

So I miss my boyfriend..and I have just way too much freetime.
I spent a large portion of it talking to Jamie n Jay and AreJay..Even a small portion of it talking to D. Which was nice.

Of course I have been having one of these days were i have been greatly considering getting a different job. I feel like I am the butt of every ones jokes and no matter how hard I try..Even if I kiss ass No one and I repeat no one will get along with me.I am afraid if I get a different job I will not see D near as much as I see now..which is already few and far between. Imagine having a different job..It’ll be even more impossible.
I miss him so much.

I must have loser stamped on my forehead or something.
I feel icky lately. Just general tiredness and achiness.
I know it has something to do with my bone disorder. And right now I would rather be in denial then own up to hurting.
I got enough problems as it is.

I hve been listening to this one song alot.
It reminds me of me..alll way too much.
Owwie. My arms hurt. 🙁 I think after I clean a little Im gonna call it quits tonight.

Oh yeah turns out I didnt work tonight. They called me and told me to stay at home.
Here is a video for your viewing pleasure. rock on kiddies.;)
Siarai
Music Video:FACE DOWN (by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)

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