bunches O stuff.

 

I found this poem wandering aimlessly around on the computer through out the computer. So Lemme just say,Its not mine..But I do heart it.

Here it is:

 

The Invitation

It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for,
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.

It doesn’t interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool
for love, for your dreams,
for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon.
I want to know if you have touched
the centre of your own sorrow,
if you have been opened by life’s betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain.

I want to know if you can sit with pain,
mine or your own, without moving to hide it
or fade it or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own.
if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy
fill you to the tips of your fingers
and toes without cautioning us
to be careful, be realistic,
remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true.
I want to know if you can disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty every day,
and if you can source your own life from its presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine,
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,“Yes.”

It doesn’t interest me to know where you live,
or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair,
weary and bruised to the bone,
and do what needs to be done to feed the children.

It doesn’t interest me who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the centre of the fire with me and not shrink back.

It doesn’t interest me where or what
or with whom you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you from the inside
when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone with yourself,
and if you truly like the company
you keepin the empty moments.

If you dont like it Imma sorry. 🙂
Things you need to know for today:

1.I am gonna wear my jean mini skirt. with knee socks and leg warmers..and prolly one of my printed t shirts. : ) Yays: )

2. I talked to Jamie Baker today..Dont remember who she is? Just search my diary for the jamie baker entries.: )

3. Me and Jujube are going to go to Net tonight and then she is staying the night.Hurrah..

4. I heart mister meows voice. 🙂 I think I wanna change his name.

I have a new nickname for him. NOt sure if I want everyone to know it yet. 🙂

5. I love mountain dew..I had it for breakfast.

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Erotica:

Just tie me up please. A little bit of ribbon to hold my hands together. Just kiss me there. A nibble on the hip. I love that. Go further down.OH yeah.

No hands makes me work harder. To touch you. To wrap my hands around you and stroke, Faster. SLower. Faster.

I love it when you talk so dirty.

 

…….

I know not much. It is for someone. : )

and so is this:

 

there you go mister.

Adios,Siarai