Ask me anything.

So yo..ask me anything and I will answer.
I am not bashful so seriously…ask me anything.

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Questions from mah friend Mistah Scribe..:)
1) If you had the chance to go back in time and change something you regret either doing, or saying, what would it be and why?
My answer is gonna be confusing. Well It might not be if you understand I am complicated ha. I don’t regret things ever. I have tried to regret things and I never do. It is just the way I tick..Now the saying things on the other hand. There is more things I regret not saying and sometimes monthes later after I shouldve said it I will call the person up and say it. Now..There are some people I have hurt..and I wish I never did that but I believe that that behavior and what happened is very much why I am who I am.

2) What is your definition of wisdom?

Okdoke. I don’t believe anyone is infinately wise. In fact I believe some people that are older then me can be extremely stupid. I think wisdom is a learned behavior..How does a person get wise? They seek knowledge. They live a enriched life and they have an open mind. Because at the end we all have a similar judgement and then it all comes down to who learned what and who lived there life fully. Did you?

3) If you had the power to create the perfect man/soulmate, what would he be like?

You mean looks wise or what? Ok doke. I dont really believe in soulmates.:P I believe that a person can greatly affect who I am and possibly make my life better/worse by the way we live it. Plus I do not believe anyone is perfect…I happen to like the flaws more then any perfection. Like for instance, I love this Mole that boomer has on his ear. Alot.

So perfect man..Guess I better give this a try.

He would be: responsible, honest, artistic, freeminded(open minded) Easy to accept me for what I am, Like nature,Like art, Affectionate, a Good father, a Good son, Accepts that me and my family is close,Loves drunken trampoline jumping, Has a fondness for my perversions, Gets along with my son,Accepts that Tj will always be a part of my life, Won’t ask me to quit working(I just would want to not work and care for him without feeling pressured), Good at giving foot massages,Likes cats and is not allergic to them, Wants to hold my hand and doesnt make me grab his hand, Is romantic, Is smart(book and comman sense), Is a sensual person. Oh and I hate french kissing…If he french kisses..blech. He has to love to make out. and be a strong believer in extensive forplay.

and If you meant looks: I like men that are bigger then me. six feet or taller, wiegh more then 180 pounds and has dark hair and dark eyes. I also happen to like tattoos. But*shrugs* If my perfect man comes along and doesnt look like that….hey I am not picky.

(Sorry, but I don’t ask simple questions… at least not now anyways 😛 I’ll be waiting for your answers.)

what do u regret the most ? [Mrs.Delahunty]

As I said before Han. I dont regret anything. I do on the other hand feel bad about certain things. i desperately miss Matty and Jason. I wish I can talk to them and things did not get so ugly. But wishes are just that.Wishes.

what do you look for in a friend?

what, in your eyes, is the ultimate act of betrayal? [branded beauty]  [p]

Well I donno about anything being the ultimate act of betrayal. I look for different things in friends. But it is prolly not off from what I look for in a man actually.Most men that become my Man are my friend first.

I want responsible,respectible,honest,trustworthy,Kind and  openminded friends. I do though have some friends that did horrible things to me and I believe that those things,were a constant reminder on how i happen to chose bad friends. I dont have many friends now that are not related to me and I sort of like it that way.

The worst thing I think anyone ever did though was just something some one said. Whomever said words dont hurt never been married To Tj. And If anyone has my read my diary knows he was my friend first. And yes I will always love him. He was my best friend. But. When we were fighting once he looked at me,The most ugly look I ever saw and he said I would rather go to war and die over there then come back and touch you.

I think..that killed a part of me. And prolly was the worst thing some one ever said to me. Which is why I dont think I can ever love like that again. That sort of rejection, messed me up beyond belief. I miss him  still actually and wish the Tj I knew and loved would come back.And That empty shell of a man would not be what he is. Who Tj is now wrecks me. I miss the Tj I fell in love with, and I always will.

describe the first time you masturbated.

I was 12. I had no idea what I was doing. I Found Porn in my parents closet. I watched it. And copied movements.

How many licks does it take to get to the tootsie roll center of a tootsie pop? For an average person and for you?

Another unsigned question….:P

Welll. I donno. I generally give up after awhile and just bite into it.I believe most people prolly do this. In fact I doubt anyone actually has the patience to find this knowledge out..Most people are busy trying to find things out like..Are we the only people in the universe and all.

I noticed sometimes you sign off your entries in Spanish…I was wondering, if you are just fluent in Spanish w/o any Spanish heritage or are you both fluent in Spanish with Spanish heritage in your family? You mentioned the region of the state you’re in and I thought it was far from etnic friendly (at least 5 years ago that was true?) [CrownGirl]  [p]

Okdoke. I am Going to explain this again.I tracked my geneology down. There is both porteguise and creole people in my fathers line up. And gypsies in my mother’s. 😛 But I speak spanish because my father does sometimes. Why he does whom knows. I can speak it well enough to carry on a fairly complicated question.

A fairly complicated response and a fairly complicated conversation. My son speaks some spanish but my mother doesnt.She knows it but she would rather speak english and gives us wierd looks if we keep speaking in spanish. And I think that answers the spanish dealio.

As for this general area. Yes racism still runs fairly rampant. Not in my family. But yes in this general area.

Who on your faves list do you read first?

I read them in order. Whomever has updated first. ALthough if Mistah Scribe or Tony updates I generally read them first. It use to be Matt..And Jason. But they dont talk to me anymore.

Who would you most like to have ‘one night’ with?

One night for what? Well I would like to spend time with several on my favorites list.The ones up there are prolly Tony,Mistah Scribe,jason and Matt though.I would also like to torment Mister Oddjohn also. *pokes Oddjohn*Oh and Distilled Images again. 🙂 I also Find his hero is gone interesting.

Who do you think is your best OD friend?

I dont have favorites of my favorites. I do rather look forward to notes from nomolos,Mistah scribe and Oddjohn. Also branded beauty.( I adore her enteries,So clever)oh and..distilled images.Tony,Jason and Matt never leave me notes. 😛 his hero is gone..Intrigues me.

What is the most perverse thing that you have never done but want to do?

Well..Most of my perversions I have done,Fairly recently. I would like to do more of the bondage thing..Like chains and stuff. But I doubt very many people I like would care to do that with me .

Oh and all my other favorites dont be let down if these other people were mentioned and you werent..I love all of you. Or you wouldnt be on my list.

How do you pronounce your OD name? Where does it come from?(colder)

It is pronounced seehair eye. When I was born there was a great debate on what to call me. My mother wanted my name to be Sarai,My father sarah and My grandfather Siarai. I got the last one. When I went to school I was teased,had it mispronounced so I stopped writing my name as that  and then when I was 18 I legally changed it to Sara.
So I guess to answer the question. It is my birth name. 😛

what one thing has amazed you most in your life?

Alot of things amaze me. As cynical as I appear sometimes I am a closet optimist.I believe that still the most amazing thing is my son. My love for him and my perseverence. Because I have been beaten down man. But I keep truckin. I am stronger then Even I realize. My mother amazes me. She is this beautiful and openminded and clever woman. I hope when I am her age I am like her. I really do. My ability to forgive amazes me. I will forgive even the vilest atrocity and be your friend.I have this mantra.Everyone needs a friend. If I was there friend when no one else is..who knows how much what I do  can do for them. Maybe that makes me too nice. But I would rather be too nice then stoop to someone’s level.Even if they deserve it.

If you could know what the future holds would you want that information?

I have had some rather pyschic ability. I knew things. My inuitive nature is insane. And No I don’t want to know. Because..It is act of life that makes you.If you knew? Would really be living your life?

[lilith1313]

ANyway.Ask questions..Dont be shy..

adios,Siarai