And just tell me..

I dont have any creative urges at all..It is like my brain gave up or something. Life as I know it is rather nice.
Simple..Simple problems.Simple solutions. Simple attitudes.I just go about in quite a rather blissful manner in general. Therefore..My depression has been rather mild. My tormented soul seems to be in hibernation..So really I dont write and paint so much in these times.

Please don’t hope for major disaster so I write;)

I have been working like  a silly bitch. Cleaning after people still.
Dealing with my kiddy in his behavioral problems..Just his way of saying I miss my daddy..But what can I really do when he is a fuck off that doesnt care anyway?

I dont want to make him call. I dont feel like it is my place anymore. Either he wants to make it work or he doesnt..whatever.

Still living with my folks..and my sister..and my son..and my baby niece. Yep.

Is it strange that I would rather blubber bellies with the kiddies then be online?

Seems whenever I am online it is more drama and just crap that has nothing to do with me..Ya know?

Same goes for making the effort to call people and then listening to them bitch..Just find one awesome hapy thing to say so I dont feel like I am getting yelled at. : )
Just like hey work is going like crap but…And ya know one nice thing right?
Awesome.

really it goes like this..I am totally not a people person. I just dont want to here it..At all. Not one bit.

Maybe that makes me selfish..But when all of that  stuff isnt dumped on me all the time..I feel well…Not crazy. Yep.

(Think  whatever you want..I Don’t care.)
Cz Im not gonna back down on who I am.

I do think Mister Bear is quite something else..He makes me smile with his niceness with the kiddies and the doggies..and his bear ways.
I lurve my mister meow too. I dont have any time lately to scratch your chin it seems.
Totally miss my mister Jack and mister inapropriate lately..
Miss you guys Mucho 🙁

So gimme a whats crackin sometime ya know. 🙂
I promise to try to not be so cranky,..Damn meds.

I swear;;)

Well enough Siarai ranting..Until I rant again.
Tiamo Mi Amigas y mi amigos.
Mucho Love Mi Misters.
Siarai