A poem I wrote..that I dont understand

Friend or Foe?

Relinquish this heart–For I delve In my fears,

Undertake my soul- I shed these tears.

Await my assured truth.

Prattle slight murmurs in low tones.

* Youre a liar* * Oh such a liar*

Correct my grammer, and delve in my emulation.

Perplex my heart..Too much beating and repeating

This beat dog had enough..fuck you and your hardcore love.

My heart no longer fabricates all these already hollow promises

I am not here To make you feel safe

For you.

Friend

Is a Three letter word

I pray your soul finds validation for the truth you exagerate..

Spinning them until they are so fictionalized even you are convinced

But you swear. You swear.

It is the truth. Honest.

and I fall prey..yes I fall prey.

hey. Maybe it is for your felicitous world you live in.

It will falter. Shatter.

As everyone knows.

And this time..yes this time. I won’t be around to pick up the pieces.

A contention is growing.

who is winning? who is winning?

Supply your ammunition

My life is not ready for you and your dark heart.

Destiny seeks initiative in my heart.

My walk has already started.

Confer my cross.

I bare no resemblance. We share no likeness.

Our souls are contrastly opposite.

you filled yours with ash. You Pry your fingers in..cold and unfeeling.

Trying to steal my thunder…Trying to steal my light.

You shall decieve me not.

………….

That be it. Tiamo.

Siarai