a little nervous tick

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Why must you get to me.

Climb in and crawl in me.

Wash away my crimson with your sunshine.

Why must you wreck me.

Comeplete contract it in me.

Oh how I love the way you do it.

Why must I smile..This idiotic smile.It frustrates me so.

I am such a closet optimist now.

My cynical nature is lost when you are around.

Why must I adore you.Why cant I just go on..Why cant I hate you?

It would be so much easier if i did you know.

But you know.

I take my mask off and shatter it.There is no hiding.You peer into my soul with rose colored glasses.

Never angry or indifferent,you bring me to my knees.

Fuck. I think I am falling.Slipping under. I grip on in fear.

For this feeling scares me.

But I know I need you.As this gypsy in me sticks up her chin in diffiance.

We battle for nights until I am at my wits end.For I know and she knows.

But she is afraid of dedicating such subtle ingenious dedicated response to any boy.

Most certainly if that boy is you.

For you are not a boy. But a man. A gentle and intensely gratifying man.

Tiamo y quiero. Tiamo.