A change will do you good now.

<<That away for a entry about my mood for the day..That is if you are really curious.

I changed the diary name. In case you all were wondering.It has a significance for me to better understand lemme explain. A long time ago i had running dreams..They didn’t make any sense but they were all about Matt.  Before I knew Matt.( Yeah what a concept) And when i first started talking to him..I told him I love metephors. If you read my diary enough you will notice i talk in metephors quite a bit..Now lets delve into the definiton of my diary. : )

 

metephorical:

1. A figure of speech in which a word or phrase that ordinarily designates one thing is used to designate another, thus making an implicit comparison, as in “a sea of troubles” or “All the world’s a stage” (Shakespeare).
2. One thing conceived as representing another; a symbol: “Hollywood has always been an irresistible, prefabricated metaphor for the crass, the materialistic, the shallow, and the craven” (Neal Gabler).

Parables:

1: a short moral story (often with animal characters) [syn: fable, allegory, apologue] 2: (New Testament) any of the stories told by Jesus to convey his religious message; "the parable of the prodigal son

(Gr. parabole), a placing beside; a comparison; equivalent to the Heb. mashal, a
similitude. In the Old Testament this is used to denote (1) a proverb (1 Sam.
10:12; 24:13; 2 Chr. 7:20), (2) a prophetic utterance (Num. 23:7; Ezek. 20:49),
(3) an enigmatic saying (Ps. 78:2; Prov. 1:6). In the New Testament, (1) a
proverb (Mark 7:17; Luke 4:23), (2) a typical emblem (Heb. 9:9; 11:19), (3) a
similitude or allegory (Matt. 15:15; 24:32; Mark 3:23; Luke 5:36; 14:7); (4)
ordinarily, in a more restricted sense, a comparison of earthly with heavenly
things, "an earthly story with a heavenly meaning," as in the parables of our
Lord. Instruction by parables has been in use from the earliest times. A large
portion of our Lord’s public teaching consisted of parables. He himself
explains his reasons for this in his answer to the inquiry of the disciples,
"Why speakest thou to them in parables?" (Matt. 13:13-15; Mark 4:11, 12; Luke
8:9, 10). He followed in so doing the rule of the divine procedures, as
recorded in Matt. 13:13. The parables uttered by our Lord are all recorded in
the synoptical (i.e., the first three) Gospels. The fourth Gospel contains no
parable properly so called, although the illustration of the good shepherd
(John 10:1-16) has all the essential features of a parable. (See List of
Parables in Appendix.)

So does that make sense? Ok to better explain…

I will be telling symbolic stories to represent my thoughts and feelings. Or I will be writing my own stories in a Unique point of view so everyone can learn a lesson.

Does that make sense?

: ) Eh..If it doesn’t oh well. ( sometimes I just won’t make sense)

Oh and yeah..ASk me QUESTIONS. about anything comeon Dont be bashful 😉

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Anyway. I sent in my open diary plus subscription money thing. yay. So I will be able to do all that jazz i am looking foreward to eventually.

Sorry for all the depressing crap today. i have been a mood. : ) I am listening to music in hopes itll cheer me fuck up. Lets all hope. ..You know People look at you wierd in small towns when you dont wear redneck gear. I went downtown to return my library books, visit chaz at work and mail out my money order and these redneck guys just stared at me..

I was wearing what I am wearing now. It consists of a black vest with chains on the front pockets..a black choker necklace and plaid bell bottom pants. and my fantabulous flip flops. ( big old black platform flip flops with spikes on them) ..I got stares lol. But eh. *shrugs* I have lived here a great deal with all of moving around and I have always dressed kinda strange so : ) I guess I should be use to it by now.

…….Tiamo mi amigos y mi amore,

And an apology for dear Matt : ) I am sorry i frustrate you. I love ya.

SIarai

Tiamo, Siarai