Advice

So first of all, here is my advice to you:

Never let yourself get so attached and dependant on someone if you know that it can’t last forever. Once that person leaves, you’re left feeling abandoned, hopeless, and confused. It’s not a good feeling.

I still can’t get over this. I know that he’s gone, I know that it wasn’t his fault. I understand everything. Everything except why. Why he had to leave so suddenly, why I’m feeling the way I am about the whole thing.

Only because you are probably reading this and thinking "What the hell is this girl talking about? Wow, is she ever vague." I am going to elaborate and tell you what I’m talking about. For starters, I’m pretty much crazy. For the past 2 and a half, almost 3 years I have been talking to a youth counselor at my school. At the beginning of this school year (ie. a couple weeks ago) the school board layed off a bunch of counsellors in the area, and the rest got bumped down a level. Since my counsellor was last on the list, he had to take the contract jobs that are all over the place (and not at my school) So essentially, I can’t talk to him anymore, and I’m stuck with this other guy who I think is even crazier than I am.

Now here’s the part where your advice would be beneficial. What should I do to move on from this? Is it normal for me to feel so abandoned? Should I be less upset about this? What should I do about the new guy? I’m giving him another chance, but how many chances does he actually deserve? Should I be blaming this on him? Should I talk to him anyway in the hopes that it doesn’t actually end up making things worse?

Any help would be appreciated. Thanks for reading.