So…Im the bad guy? Chrisanity Vs. Me

so here i am, sitting here, wondering….you completely alienated me and everyone else….because you got rlly into ur faith….

im the bad guy here…im the one who he used to hang out with, we were best friends, we did almost everything together, we drank, we smoked, we hung out, we made jokes, we shouted obscenities to the high schoolers, yelling random words out like "penis!" or "Bloody periods!"

hes so….into his faith now….he stopped doing all of those things….and he completely alienated us…

we never forced to drink

we never forced him to smoke

if he didnt wanna do those things we said ok, and we never pressured him…

but no, we’re the devils temptation, we are the devils servants in tempting him, and so he just….ignores us….last time i saw him we barely even talked…..and the same thing happened with kevin, smiley just….ignored us….

it hurts u know…

it rlly hurts…

knowing that the only person u ever had a connection with ignores u, because he thinks ur evil, because he thinks ur devils temptation….

i didnt do anything bad….i was just , myself…i believe what i believe and he used to respect that….and i respected his beliefs, so why? why did it have to be this way?

i truly believe his own faith has blinded him…

hes replaced everything, EVERYTHING, with God…..

he doesnt need anything or anyone except God….

it hurts….because he used to need me….he used to come to me….and i knew that, and i felt better knowing i was his friend, his true friend, and he was mine

but ive been replaced

because all along, i was nothing but temptation, a sin, an ugly dirty fking sin brought on by fking satan himself

yes that is me, totally…

completely ignore MY own faith and beliefs of nature and balance, because im only a fking sin….

im angry, and im sad, and im utterly hurt….

Scoreboard:

Christians: 2, me 0

congrats religious zealots, uve managed to drown my heart once again